This week, emotionally, wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be. But I do feel like sense he left a few big things have gone wrong that he could have easily fixed himself but now has to walk me threw them. First on Friday I went to Costco, were I buy all the food for the training dogs, my dogs, and a couple of things for myself, I found out in the check out line that our card needed to be renewed, adding another $100 to my already $200 bill. Over the weekend I competed in an Agility trial it was hot, I was the chief Course Builder so I worked two 14hr days in a row, and my dog ran AWFUL on top of it. And the AC in my car went out. On Monday I got up let the dogs out to potty and my Border Collie who had been in his crate all weekend came back in lame on a hind leg. On Tuesday I had an appointment with a client in Norco, CA. I knew it was going to be hot so I had planned to take his truck cause it has AC, I packed everything in it I would need for the hour and a half trip out there the hour long lesson and the hour and a half trip back. Ready to leave on time I noticed that one of the tires was completely flat. Awesome. I unpacked everything from the truck to my car called the client to let her know I would be late and I drove there and back in the 90* heat with no AC. I ended up fixing the tire myself.
I am extremely lucky for the people I have around me. I am very close to my Agility Trainer and his family at the trial he decided (without my permission) to announce at the handlers meeting that DH had deployed which of course made me cry. I had to walk away and compose myself. When I came back the two woman that I had become friends with came up to give me great big hugs and I found out that one's husband had been a Marine for 27years they both made me feel so much better about life. I had so many people offer up help at anytime if I needed it. I had one client buy me a cute digital camo hat that says "Proud Marine Wife" on it. Another brought me Golden Spoon Frozen Yogurt when she came to pick up her dogs. My Mom has called me practically every day.
Hopefully things calm down I get a few more clients so I can pay rent and stop worrying......
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