This I forgot to post from last friday I believe.....
I was supposed to give myself one week. One week to be sad, to cry, and to wallow in my own pit of self pity then I was supposed to put on my "big girl panties" and move on. To my surprise I wasn't sad last week, yes I cried at least everyday but for the most part I was happy. It actually started yesterday, in the card isle at Target to be precise. A friend I've know sense the womb is getting married this weekend, I knew this weekend was going to be hard, but with the way last week went I was hopeful I could get threw the night without a tear. Then I got to the card isle at Target and I saw all the love all the hope on the cards and I just couldn't handle it, I was lucky I was able to hold it together like I did. I wanted to burst out into tears but I held back grabbed the first card I could find and walked away. Sense then I just haven't been the same. I'm back to being on the verge of crying all the time.
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